On "Oprah's Next Chapter" last night, LINDSAY LOHAN said she's serious this time about turning her life around.
She said, "In this case, I wasn't fighting at all. I just let go and was able to just be like, 'OK you probably do know what's best, because my idea of doing what's best for me has not worked in the past."
She added, "I came into it just really willing, really craving more spirituality. Really open and ready to get really honest."
Lindsay also admitted she's an addict, and that alcohol is her drug of choice. She said she snorted cocaine 10 or 15 times, and she HATED it, but, "it allowed me to drink more. I think that's why I did it."
She added that she's not even on any prescriptions, except for Nexium, which is for acid reflux.
Lindsay said she's "in a different headspace now", adding, "I feel whole again, and I have such a desire to want to keep this feeling and stay this way, and I'm willing to do whatever it takes."
As for how things got so out of control, Lindsay put at least some of the blame on her family. She said, "A lot of stuff went on with my family when I was young and I grew up in a very chaotic home. And then there were moments of everything being wonderful and perfect, and then things being so uncontrollable and chaotic that. It's something that people go through and unfortunately I waited too long to face it."
(Here's video of Lindsay admitting she's an addict, and here's video of her talking about going to jail.)